Hola, peeps! 😊 Sooooo nice to take Thursdays off. I slept in again today, meaning I'm still struggling to get up at my 5:30 goal time, but I'm making progress in other things, so that's something. 😊 I think I got up about 7:30 ish, did some servicize outside working on the corner of the … Continue reading 2020-09-24 — A Little Bit of This, A Little Bit of That

I'm not feeling especially inspired today. It's the end of the day, just a few minutes past 10. I didn't get up on time like I'd planned. I tossed and turned, not really feeling tired last night, and I must have tossed and turned for a while because I was super tired when my alarms … Continue reading 2020-09-23 —

So, I've been off kilter for several days now with my daily routine. I haven't gotten my dailies done for... days. 🙃 I'm actually doing my 5x5 before and after I do my journal here because... I actually miss doing it. I love seeing the little bits of progress I'm making here and there. It's … Continue reading 2020-09-22 — Regrouping

Don't know how much you're dying to know about my ASD updates, but I took for online ASD self tests today, and (drum roll please): Test #1. RESULTS: I don't know. After taking the test, they then, and only then, wanted let me know there was a fee to receive the results. Thumbs down for … Continue reading 2020-09-21 — A Little Big Miracle

I find myself tonight wondering if there's something not quite right with my heart and brain. I'm beginning more and more to wonder if I'm on the autism spectrum or if I have some kind of disorder or something. My main concern? I don't know if I know what love is or if I love … Continue reading 2020-09-20 — Love…

What does it feel like to give your everything? To have gotten up one last time... for the thousandth time. To have faced every battle, whether victorious or in defeat. To have continuously turned to meet a seemingly never-ending onslaught of challenges that thunder toward you at reckless speed as if from all directions. What … Continue reading 2020-09-19 — My Everything

Hiya, folks, To be honest, I don't want to write a post today. I'm acutely aware of my up and down, yo-yo emotional roller coaster of highs and lows over the last few months, and I'm afraid I look like I'm bipolar, and some part of me is afraid that people would look down on … Continue reading 2020-09-18 — Afraid to Write Today’s Post

Today, I'm grateful for my friends. In addition to being Constitution Day, today has been talking to friends day. I talked to one from 1 a.m. to past 5:30 a.m. this morning. Slept until 11, didn't do much at all that I can even remember. Then I took a nap, and then I talked to … Continue reading 2020-09-17 — Thy Friends Do Stand By Thee

Hey, folks. It's been a tough day today, but it's ended quite positively. As far as the tough part is concerned, I got to bed at a fairly reasonable hour, but then I woke up in the middle of the night and relapsed in my pornography and masturbation addiction. That was pretty discouraging... but I'm … Continue reading 2020-09-16 — One Day at a Time

Hey, folks, I'm tired. I'm probably not gonna write much tonight. It's 9:48 p.m. right now, so I'm behind, but not terribly. Scheduling for tomorrow is pretty much done, so that's good. I won't be up doing that or really anything else that will need to keep me awake, so maybe I'll do fine tonight. … Continue reading 2020-09-15 —