Buenas noches amigos y amigas! Happy Sunday 😊 It's been a good bit lighter of a day today, and that's been nice. I needed that. Went out and got my redneck on a little bit 😁. I still haven't been able to let go and fully enjoy my time off, but today was a nice … Continue reading 2020-04-19 — “Let’s Get a Little Mud On the Tires”
Author: stephenfcarman
2020-04-18 — Fallout From A Good, Bad Dream
Hola, peeps. Good... morning. 😊 As I begin to write this journal entry, it's 12:54 a.m. central time, and I'm exhausted. Lightning has been flashing a little bit, a few rumbles of soft thunder have been heard, the ground is just a tad wet outside, and I find myself (having just returned home from the … Continue reading 2020-04-18 — Fallout From A Good, Bad Dream
2020-04-17 — Withdrawals
Today has been hard on all addiction fronts. 🙁 It's been one of those days... Candy and ice cream have been calling my name. So has wasting my time in front of movies/TV... Porn, too. Ugh. But... so far... I've survived the day. If I can get this journal entry done, get tomorrow's work schedule … Continue reading 2020-04-17 — Withdrawals
2020-04-16 — Moving Right Along
You know, one of the really nice things about keeping a daily journal is that it helps me identify what on earth I've done in my life and when I've done it. Last night some time... or maybe it was this morning. Both! It was both! Last night to figure out the sobriety stuff and … Continue reading 2020-04-16 — Moving Right Along
2020-04-15 — Too Much Social Distancing
Hey hey, and happy Wednesday! 😊 (or Thursday, to you peeps on the other side of the world 😁) Today has been a bit more relaxing than yesterday, which is really nice because yesterday was a 20-hour work day for me. I still got up pretty early today, but I didn't have to do all … Continue reading 2020-04-15 — Too Much Social Distancing
2020-04-14 — Everyday is a good day… right?
So... Technically it's the 15th right now, but since I haven't gone to bed, I'm still going to count this journal entry for the 14th 😁. As I'm writing this, it's currently 12:27 a.m., and I'm just heading home from my last job of the evening. 😬 It's been a very long day. I've made … Continue reading 2020-04-14 — Everyday is a good day… right?
2020-04-13 — End of the Subaru Era
Well, I've got about 50 or so minutes left on my drive home from my last job of the night. It's just after 9:30 p.m., and I'm going to see how well I can do dictating my journal while I am driving. Let's hope I can be both safe and coherent. 😊 It's been an … Continue reading 2020-04-13 — End of the Subaru Era
2020-04-12 — Pinkie Promise
Well, folks, artificial fevers. They work. I'm telling you. Been doing them for years now. And... now I have some evidence! Check this out: https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2011/11/111101130200.htm For any who may not know, starting some years back, if I started feeling the first symptoms of getting a cold or something of that nature, I gave myself an … Continue reading 2020-04-12 — Pinkie Promise
2020-04-11 — Migraine
My head is pounding. Not sure I've got much in the tank to write anything meaningful tonight, so perhaps we can just call it a win that I'm even here writing, eh? Y'all good with that? I'll write a tad, just because... So... it's been another rough day. First guy canceled. The second job went … Continue reading 2020-04-11 — Migraine
2020-04-10 — 4 1/2 Letter Average
Yeah... you've probably accurately guessed the meaning of the title if you've been keeping up with what I've been writing recently. Ugh. Rough day. I woke up sick... but at the time, not 100% sure it wasn't just allergies. Then you've got this whole Covid-19 thing, and what feels like a normal generally harmless (but … Continue reading 2020-04-10 — 4 1/2 Letter Average