The Kind of Man I Want to Become Completely Overcoming Fear Statements to Counter All Peace-Disrupting Thoughts/Emotions
Author: stephenfcarman
2020-07-25 — But I Didn’t Yell
Hiya, folks, It's been a long long day. It's 1:50 a.m. right now as I put fingers to keys. I didn't get to bed until late again last night. On the bright side, I did hit snooze about 8,000 times... sleeping in 15-minute bursts between alarms, I think I was checking to see if I … Continue reading 2020-07-25 — But I Didn’t Yell
2020-07-24 — An Unexpected Twist
Hey folks, I'm gonna make it brief tonight. I'm tired. It's 2:21 a.m. I have a very busy day of work... well... today... starting in about 5 hours now, and I'm already low on sleep as it is, and I pushed off half of the day's work that was for today to tomorrow, so that … Continue reading 2020-07-24 — An Unexpected Twist
2020-07-23 — Penultimate
Today has been bittersweet. I was able to spend most of my waking day in conversation with my dear friend. Our time together filled me up and calmed my soul. It was a beautiful day. The hard part is knowing that tomorrow is our "goodbye" of sorts. It's been three weeks to the day today … Continue reading 2020-07-23 — Penultimate
2020-07-22 — Sooner Than Expected
Hey, folks, Yesterday, I wrote about what I fear more than anything in the whole world. Today, sooner than expected, I find myself staring that fear square in the face. I know that doesn't make any logical sense whatsoever to anyone who's not privy to all the ins and outs of what's been going on … Continue reading 2020-07-22 — Sooner Than Expected
The Things I Fear — My Biggest Fear
I fear... That I will never get married. Aside from becoming the best person I can be and being able to give my life to serve other people, there is nothing I want more in this world than a companion to walk this journey of life with--a companion with whom I am one, united heart and … Continue reading The Things I Fear — My Biggest Fear
2020-07-21 — Motivated
Hola, my wonderful peoples. I'm motivated. I've been tasting change lately, and I like it. I want more of it. I've cut pornography out of my life, and I don't miss it. I don't think about it. I don't want it. I don't crave it. I'm just... done with it. It's like, meh. And it … Continue reading 2020-07-21 — Motivated
2020-07-20 — Twice My Savior
Hola, mi peeps, Happy Monday. 🙂 I don't feel like I have much to say today. Or rather, I feel like a tired little blog whose days are all sounding the same with little in the way of adventure or inspiration to capture the imagination of my readers. 😞 I mean... It's been another absolutely … Continue reading 2020-07-20 — Twice My Savior
2020-07-19 — The Days Roll On
Hiya, folks. 🙂 Happy Sunday. It's been my goal to get my journal/post done earlier than I've been getting it done. I took a step toward that a few days ago, starting a... 10 p.m. curfew of sorts. But I think it's pretty clear that I'm going to have to knock it down to 9 … Continue reading 2020-07-19 — The Days Roll On
2020-07-18 — Peace, Be Still
Hello, all you fabulous people, you. 😊 Today has been... wonderful. About time, huh? Two weeks of roller coaster madness, and today I've been pretty much calm and in a good mood all day; And starting... I don't know... about 7:30, maybe? I've been happy and completely at peace. Peace!!! Oh, it's been a while. … Continue reading 2020-07-18 — Peace, Be Still