Holar, mis lovelies! 🥰 Happy Thoisday! 😁 You know, yesterday, before I started reading all those old things, I had that little internal (but external) voice go, "Do you really want to do this. You know it might be really hard. Do you want to fight off the challenging feelings that will likely start banging … Continue reading 2023-11-09 — It’s Just So Nice

I'm just going to be brief tonight. My morning went pretty well, was able to follow my schedule pretty well. Had a really great gospel conversation with my aunt, who's here for a few more days visiting from Utah. Spent a good while working on being better prepared for my daily schedule--being more effective in … Continue reading 2023-11-08 — Let’s Just Get to Tomorrow

I be tired. 🙃 One of the things that I'm starting to remember about having a set schedule is that catching up on sleep tends to be a bit of a challenge. 🙃 If my brain won't turn off, like it wouldn't again last night, then I don't fall asleep for a good while, then … Continue reading 2023-11-07 — ”Oklahoma, Oklahoma, Oklahoma!”

Morning Gratitude. 😊 One of the last things that I mentioned the Man Upstairs last night was that I'd love it if somehow I was able to get a decent night's sleep despite having gotten to bed later than was my goal. I mentioned that it would be awesome if I didn't have to wake … Continue reading 2023-11-06 — Silver Gratitude

It's 8:49 p.m., I'm a bit late starting on my journal entry for the day. Funny because I've been ready to go to sleep since like 6:30. 🙃 A bit tired. 😴 Guess what? I succeeded! 🥳 I went to bed at 9:00! (though I didn't fall asleep for a good while, and I woke … Continue reading 2023-11-05 — Great Start

Morning Gratitude: This morning I am grateful that I was reminded right off the bat to focus on gratitude. I'm also grateful that I was reminded about and have begun again to incorporate my 5x5s. I'm grateful to be getting on a better daily routine, both as far as the things that I am doing … Continue reading 2023-11-04 — “Book” Worm

So far, folks, we're doing really well in November. 😊 🥳 Couple of really good days with Cory, who drove away this morning, and a really good day today as well. 😊 That's a mislabeling, as everyday is a good day: it's just good in different ways. I guess what I mean is today was … Continue reading 2023-11-03 — Freedom!

Happy thankful month, day 2. 😊 It's been a good day today, not quite as enjoyable as yesterday because most of the day was spent helping Cory get his car better prepared for the drive back instead of just in great conversation all day, but it was still a good day. We chatted a bit … Continue reading 2023-11-02 — Thankful Two

Happy Thanksgiving month! 😊 In honor of the holiday and the Spirit behind it, it's my goal to have all my conversations in the month of November with Mr. Big Shot be just expressions of gratitude. Of course, if I feel inspired to include other things in the conversations, then I will, but that's my … Continue reading 2023-11-01 — Thankful November

A lot changes in a week. I'm in a really bad place. I wasn't prepared to be so sick and be home and... I got discouraged/depressed super quickly, have barely left my room the entire week, relapsed in every addiction I have... And my spiritual re-re-awakening is... pretty much dead. It's kind of like a … Continue reading 2023-10-30 — Re… Death