(written on the 14th from notes taken previously) There's not really a lot to write about today. I slept in (Mom's church was at 8:30, and that was just.... no. 😅). I ended up driving into Rogers thinking that there would probably be one starting at 10:00, but I guess it didn't start until 11:30? … Continue reading 2026-08-02 (Sunday) — Tired

(written on August 13th and 14th from notes taken previously) Well, today was much more of a typical Arkansas Haven Hill day. 🙃 The day started off with me heading over to the hill early to meet up with Jim to help him get more wood chips with my dump trailer before I sell it. … Continue reading 2026-08-01 (Saturday) — Just Doing Arkansas Things

(written on August 13th) I don't remember when I got up or what I did first thing. I did call the county assessor and get the trailer and skid steer off my property tax assessment, though. 🥳 Then probably somewhere around 9:30, Ileft my mom's place and spent the rest of the morning and the … Continue reading 2026-07-31 (Friday) — Here, There, and Everywhere

(written on August 13th from notes taken previously) After getting up and heading over to Haven Hill, I spent a good little while working on my mileage efforts, jacking up my van, so the rear wheels are off the ground, and starting to run the engine with the vehicle in gear to up the mileage … Continue reading 2026-07-30 (Thursday) — Carpocalypse Continuous

(written on August 8th and 11th from notes taken previously) Once a mechanic, always a mechanic, I guess. 😅 Today was definitely another car day. I was up and over to Haven Hill early to swap the original computer, cluster, and lock cylinder out of my van and put the donor parts back in. I did … Continue reading 2026-07-29 (Wednesday) — The Car Man, Part Trois

(written on the 29th, 3rd, and 5th from notes) Well, it was a rough one today. It was supposed to be Temple Tuesday, but that's not going to happen very well when I choose not to go to bed and instead choose to relapse. 😕 For whatever reason, I had no strength to resist. It … Continue reading 2026-07-28 (Tuesday) — The Car Man Returns

(written on the 29th from notes) Didn't sleep a lot last night either, maybe five or six hours, but amazingly, I was rearin' to go and get stuff done. 🙏 I hung out a little bit with my mom and Thomas this morning, my mom making oatmeal for breakfast for me. I OD'd on oatmeal … Continue reading 2026-07-27 (Monday) — Deconversion

As you might imagine, there wasn't a whole lot to write about today, being a long day of driving. 🙃 I woke up somewhere around 6:30, I think, And though I tried to get myself to go back to sleep, as my van hadn't begun fully cooking yet, the best I seemed to be able … Continue reading 2026-07-26 (Sunday) — Made It. 🎉

(written on the 26th) I was up late last night, veging a bit, when somewhere around perhaps 1 a.m., and perhaps unsurprisingly, I started feeling the pull to seek out pornography. Play stupid games... 😅 Gratefully, and perhaps just a touch shy of miraculously, instead of using, I called my incredible mother (who leaves her … Continue reading 2026-07-25 (Saturday) — There’s Just No Comparison

Better today. Not great, but definitely better. 🙏 I slept in again a bit, I think until maybe 8:30 or 9:00? I don't remember exactly. I started writing my journal entry for yesterday pretty quickly after getting up, and it took me... a long time to finish. 🙃 Lots of things I wanted to write … Continue reading 2026-07-24 (Friday) — Just Three More to Go 🙏