2021-07-06 — Spiral of a Different Sort

I’m… spiraling.

But it’s not from a relapse.

I’m just… losing faith in everything I’ve trusted.

Again.

I’m almost all the way back to where I was last winter, well Winter 2019/2020, I mean… before I started to get myself together in the spring of 2020.

And honestly, I’m embarrassed and don’t want to write in my blog. Don’t want to be honest.

Getting darker.

But life goes on. It always does.

~ stephen