Fight #2. Emotionally exhausting, but happily resolved. Rough first... most of the day. But ended well. Grateful. Allergy meds kicking in. Getting drowsy. Rough allergy day. Barely worked today with all that was going on. Gonna be rather rainy tomorrow. We'll see how that goes. I'm a bit backed up right now. #1. Grateful for … Continue reading 2021-04-15 — Exhausting

It's been an awful day. Nightmare car. Awful fight with a friend. I'm discouraged... broken. At least I'll get to bed at a decent hour? I hope. Goodnight. ~ stephen

So... I worked all day today and... lost money. 🙃 On the bright side, that charging issue that I've never been able to figure out before when the new alternator didn't fix the charging problem? Well, for the first time... ever... today I found one answer. The throttle body was dirty. "Um... Stephen. Throttles aren't … Continue reading 2021-04-13– Looking on the Bright Side

It was supposed to be a lighter day today. It was going that direction. I thought I'd be home early today, but the last job... nope. Didn't go very well, and it'll be continuing tomorrow. Seemed like an easy one. Charging issue. But apparently, the problem is neither the battery nor the alternator. Battery tested … Continue reading 2021-04-12 — Longer but Lighter… Mostly.

Hey, y'all. It's 9 p.m., and I'm gonna get up at 5, come hell or high water. So... quick rundown of the day. Rough morning. Just... feeling numb, sort of existing. Struggling. Didn't go to church. Caught the tail end of it on Zoom. Spent some time outside feeling discouraged about how mother nature is … Continue reading 2021-04-11 — Come Hell or High Water

This little guy is tired. It's just shy of midnight. I didn't let myself spiral today. A little last night, but I've managed to not spiral today. So that's a good thing. I worked all day, like I've been doing. I'm mostly caught up from all the jobs that piled up. I probably still have … Continue reading 2021-04-10 — Ah… Sunday.

Relapsed. Rough days. Spiraling spiritually. Then this again. Didn't even really want it but did it anyway (relapse). Three cars today. Beautiful heavy thunderstorm. Will try again tomorrow. Goodnight, world. ~ stephen

Hi, folks. I've been... off today. Short fused in the morning. Then just... struggling... It's been that way from the get go this morning. On the bright side, I got up a 6:30 today, so I'm inching in the right direction. 7:30 yesterday (I think?). 6:30 today. Gonna try for 6:00 tomorrow morning... I'm hopeful. … Continue reading 2021-04-08 — Off

Meh? That's about how I feel about today. 🙃 It's been a very... not memorable day. Work was ok. Not bad, not great. There was an absolutely lovely massive downpour for a handful of minutes that I enjoyed thoroughly. Three cars today, 4 billable hours. Last car I did turned out to be really easy, … Continue reading 2021-04-07 — Meh?

I was successful! No spiral! Wahoo! 🥳 That's something. 😊 And I stopped working before dark today. 🙂 That's more... something. 🙃 I'm gonna make this quick, so I have a better chance of getting up earlier than I have been. I'll focus on the positive today. Gonna try and make a habit of that … Continue reading 2021-04-06 — NO Spiral, Thank You, Very Much.