(written on the 16th because yesterday was... 😅) Gratefully, despite the fact that I took a long grogginess-inducing nap that usually demolishes my ability to fall asleep again for the night, not only was I able to fall asleep last night, but I was conked out all the way until maybe 8:30 in the morning? … Continue reading 2026-06-15 (Monday) — Inviting… Darkness? 😶
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2026-06-14 (Sunday) — Dos Meses 🙏
I'm tired, and I'm not wanting to write, but I am wanting to reclaim my discipline, so here we go. My phone's got 14% charge, so let's see if I can finish this before it runs out of juice. 🙃 I was up pretty early this morning, I think. I might be getting my mornings … Continue reading 2026-06-14 (Sunday) — Dos Meses 🙏
2026-06-13 (Saturday) — Temple Saturday 🙃
Oh, man, did I have a hangover this morning--a double hangover--the effects of both a lack of sleep and having pushed out the light I was starting to live in for some mindless... not uplifting veging. 😕 Only recently returning to a life of living in the light, I did not like feeling so far … Continue reading 2026-06-13 (Saturday) — Temple Saturday 🙃
2026-06-12 (Friday) — Duplicates… Done.
I was up early this morning, 6 something, I think. Got my uplifting music on and then listened to several sections of the Doctrine and Covenants. Tried to take River out to munch, but I think he has a thing with white objects, and seeing my white gloves, he didn't want anything to do with … Continue reading 2026-06-12 (Friday) — Duplicates… Done.
2026-06-11 (Thursday) — Temple Thursday
I got up a bit later than I normally do on Temple mornings, I think it was somewhere around 8:15 or 8:30ish? 🙃 🙏 Turned on my uplifting music, spent some time washing the collar of my white shirt because it was... much dirtier than the rest of the shirt 🙃, and then got my … Continue reading 2026-06-11 (Thursday) — Temple Thursday
2026-06-10 (Wednesday) — With All My Heart, Soul, and Mind.
(written on the 11th from notes taken last night, and I don't know if I've got all my chronology right) I was up in time to wish Heather off this morning without being bleary eyed, so that was good. 🙃 (I think I gave apple core pieces to the horses and mucked out the barn … Continue reading 2026-06-10 (Wednesday) — With All My Heart, Soul, and Mind.
2026-06-09 (Tuesday) — Like A Surgeon 🎶 😅
Apparently, I'm starting to sleep in. 🙃 I didn't wake up for the last time until right around 7:45, just in time to have my super dried out, glued-shut eyes crack just enough to see Heather's hand wave back while I waved goodbye to her as she drove away. Don't think I got enough to … Continue reading 2026-06-09 (Tuesday) — Like A Surgeon 🎶 😅
2026-06-08 (Monday) — Holy & Holey
It's barely after 10:00, but I am wiped. I got up for the last time somewhere around 7:30, I think. Ate an apple, took my pills, and gripped my sobriety coin. I'm really grateful for the sobriety that I have right now. I feel a lot like back in May and June and July of … Continue reading 2026-06-08 (Monday) — Holy & Holey
2026-06-07 (Sunday) — With All The Energy of Heart
Didn't have very good dreams last night. Current worries and concerns invading my dreams. 😅 I listened to some uplifting music and heard Heather outside, so I poked my head out of my van to say hello. I probably mentioned it yesterday, but just in case I didn't, one of the little killdeer chickies fell … Continue reading 2026-06-07 (Sunday) — With All The Energy of Heart
2026-06-06 (Saturday) — Home Project Progress
Little boy be... tired today. I started the morning with some uplifting music and prayer, and then I finished yesterday's journal entry. 🎉 I really hope I can get back into my daily journaling habit. I know I've said that a gazillion times, but I really do hope that I can get back. My … Continue reading 2026-06-06 (Saturday) — Home Project Progress